AmandaMatilda

My dear dear dear dear diary.

2010-05-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

I love teddy bears, besides cinnamoroll. They look so pure and innocent. Every night I will sleep in brown bear's arms and hug white bear. They are kinda important in my sleep life. Hahahaha.

I'm starting work tomorrow. :)

Ok... byebye

Adorablezxzxzxz maxzxzxzx

2010-05-24T00:17:00.002+08:00

MY MIND IS IN A COMPLETE MESS. THANK GOD THIS TERM 2 MODS GOT EXAMS ONLY. THEN AGAIN PROJECTS ARE A PAIN IN THE BUTT!
Starting work this week. Cotton on kids at united sq. Anyone wanna come find me heheh!
Okkkk.

show you all kawaii picture before i sign off:

BABY GISELDA LUI HAHA! CUTE TO THE MAXXXXXXX.

Anyway i had lots of fun today taking pictures. I wanna thank Royston big big time because he actually taught me the basics, and he treated me green tea. I love watching him shoot because that facial expression of his is so.... attractive HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
BUT DUDE FRENS FOR ALMOST 5YEARS ALREADY!!!!!!!
THANKS ALOT! reallly :D

See what i meant hehe!

alright. bed time ! :)

ily ily ily . geeeez. I shouldn't be actually.

Updating...

2010-05-20T17:27:00.003+08:00

Hey hey hey bloggy it's totally not my fault for neglecting you these days and I'm not gonna be a bitch and come up with some lame excuse telling you the reason why I cannot blog is because I am sick! Haha, come commend me for that.

Lulz. see how bored I am.

Actually... as a matter of fact, this afternoon after my lunch.. alone, i was constantly reminding myself to update my blog, because this blog, or rather blogging for so many years reminds me of who and how interesting a person I am. You see sometimes when i get to convey what I think or feel into words, I can't help but feel very happy and proud of myself! You think I'm mad or too self centered, nahs actually more and more people are like that, just like those in twitter. oooo.
No offense but I don't see the point of twitter-ing!! ( oh they call it tweeeeeting)

tweets like:

" hi i'm bathing "
" oh this vanilla ice cream is heaven!"
" gotta slp nights all! "
" OH MY GOD ITS WASABEH ! "

Aha, the last one's a joke LOL.
I mean unless you're famous enough for people to want to know your every move, why do people tweet? Encouraging stalkers much? Indeeeed. Tried tweeting, think it didn't work for me cux i just ain't popular enough.
HAHAHA
Man I'm being a sour grape

AND ACTUALLY THAT WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE WHAT IM BLOGGING!

Ok.. let's get to business... minus all the things I cannot tell you bloggy because everyone can literally read you inside out, the only thing I'm left to share is

OH HAI I AM SICK !
for the past few days and therefore,
I AM WELL AND READY FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW!

and and and..
soon, very very very very soon, I'm gonna spring clean my room again.
set some new resolutions...
the previous ones were like about GPA and studies. apparently my level of self manifestation hasn't been working because i dropped 0.2 LOL
Guess we cannot use foolscap and markers now.
Time for vanguard sheets and stickers!!!

I'mma talking about how do I officially dump my old image on the day where I turn 18, ohyea, in case you're not so sure about the date its actually triple same number for this year. Get it? No?
Too bad. I have.... 4months +
I KNOW I KNOW ME = MAJOR PROCRASTINATOR.
-mumbles- I'm working on it okay? zxzxzx

I'm serious.
Really.

At least more serious than my usual serious.

Other than that, everything can wait.
Or rather that's how I am supposed to phrase it here.
The other junk and rants goes to wordpress.
TEE
HEE
HEE.

Oh shit, this post gets pretty sarcastic.
But you know what

Amanda Matilda loves it!!!!!!!!!!!!1

BYE

Science is organized knowledge. Wisdom is organized life.

2010-05-13T16:19:00.002+08:00

I figure I need to update my space badly, I'm starting to spot specks of dust Haha.
Right now I am feeling nauseous, headach-y, just unwell..

But I cannot fall sick now can I? I have so many projects to do and I have to go out later still.
No I'm not blaming anything or anyone, it's just that I finally am able to have a taste of what people mean by " 24 Hours isn't enough ". Because I REALLY need more time to do things, no to COMPLETE things!
Then the argument would be " It's all about Time Management ". Ya I pretty much agree with that, and that prolly means I have bad time management. True... true...
You know HOW MUCH I AM CRAVING FOR A NICE SHOPPING SPREE?
But i freaking have no time!!
I need to get a hat and dress for next week's outing.. not really outing but some kinda really fun trip! I'm not gonna say what is it hehe! But I'm really looking forward to it!

PS: and oh dammit my tummy just "grrrrr"

Ops, back to my post, but I'm not really in the mood to blog but my current mood for these days are:

Sad+frustrated+suffocated+feel like crying+feel like going on a food binge+lost

yea, i need you, but again, I want to be independent. It's only ITE, I have to get ready for POLY.

and fuck la my mother smoking near me again, THE SMOKE INSTANTLY TRIGGERS MY NERVES AND I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING. ALWAYS ALWAYS. MY FATHER ALSO
WANT SMOKE GO OTHER PLACE LA, NOT LIKE ITS SOMETHING BENEFICIAL FOR ME ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I'M BREAKING DOWN LA I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO CRY
ACTUALLY I AM NOW. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANNA SLAP PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME MISERABLE OR IRRITATED
PEOPLE WHO CLAIMED LOVE SUCKS AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO GET A GF.
NOT LIKE I CARE CUX U HAVE A GF
IM BLOGGING OUT CUX IM SO DISGUSTED
YUCKS
YUCKS
YUCKS
OH
POOR GIRL TOO.

SAD.

BYE
FUCK
MY
LIFE

Tell me what do I do.

2010-05-10T14:49:00.001+08:00

Hi, i broke my promise. not to anyone, but myself.
So so so childish of me.
I really need a private blog, imma suffocating.
Wordpress here i come ^^

Random: STAGE LIPGLOSS VERY GOOD I LIKE!! GOT VANILLA SMELL WEEEE. and great application, and it lasts!

Overrated, but true :)

2010-05-08T18:49:00.003+08:00

I'm never one to fall for stupid sweet talks, I thought it was one of the most disgusting ways to win a girl's heart. But I cannot believe I was smiling to the screen like a pumpkin when i saw the video. Aw, girls like me, should get a good guy because I'm just too easy for bad guys. Hehe!

Girls tell me, did you just smiled like a total idiot?

2010-05-08T18:14:00.002+08:00

I am so sad i feel like crying.
I didn't sign up for all these shit.

Im a Libra

2010-05-07T22:46:00.001+08:00

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Not.

If it just takes one word to change the whole meaning,
similarly, it just takes one person to make a difference in your life.

I love this bear, and actually i named it Qiwei. LOL

2010-05-02T00:54:00.003+08:00

HI, ITS MATILDA AND QIWEI. DON'T ASK WHY I NAMED IT HAHAHAHHAHA.

OK, so went out with ling raymond mike and lera today.

Ate at Ajisen then we walked to paragon, then to ion.

After that laoshu went back home and, so did lera.

So 3 of us went to ion's coffeebean, FULL HOUSE

then we changed to ion's starbucks, FULL HOUSE

So we decided, or RATHER, I DECIDED that we head to The coffee club at wheelocks.

Ate blueberry cheesecake along with a pot of earl grey. WAAA DAMN NICE

BUT RAYMOND AND THAT SI LANG MIKE KEEP SUAN MY POT OF HOT TEA

ITS NICE, ITS FRAGRANCE IS HEAVENLY, BUT THEY FREAKING SAID TASTE LIKE

PLAIN WATER.

STILL SAY WANT DRINK TEA GO KOPITIAM 60CENTS NIA

WA LAN OI

WA LANNNNNNNNNNNNN OI

CAN DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But still i laughed alot when I see mike

His that face when he talk dam funny

ARGH.

I look like shit w/o eye makeup. zzz

Ok toooodles!

I know who you are.

2010-04-29T23:54:00.004+08:00

IGNORE MY GRANDMA HAHAHAHAH!

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

She probably won't see it here but nevermind. Its the thought that counts.

Hope she likes the present too.

Hehe.

BORED TTM, TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL ARGH.

I permed my hair once. I think i look old. I better stick to straight hair until my hair grows longer.

I like it, but its making me look SOOO mature. Bleh

OK, im off to watch vamp diaries. Weeeee.

SISTA AND JAC LOVES SALVATORES TOO MUAH MUAH.

BYE!

I thought when people mention his name I will hear my heart pounding faster.

Only to know when he isn't there, I did not even thought of missing him.

I thought i like him, but then, i think my heart knows the answer already.

Dead end. Ill get out of it.

EDIT:

HAIS AHSIAO. JUST BE DRAGON BOATER. PLEASE. YOU DONT OPEN UR MOUTH YOU BERI HOT ONE

Mademoiselle

2010-04-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiii. Recently I have been really really really tired. I could see my puffy eyes. It was so bad my mum was asking me " DID YOU CRY ".
Dammit. -_-

Ok, my mood's pretty bad too. Humans humans. Speechless.
Right, I need more moolah to complete my collection.
as for WHAT, im not telling. Wait till i finish collecting and then , I will share with you my darlings. Hohoho.

Ok, i cannot resist guys who speak well. I really cant.
-melts-

I don't even know what I want, who I like. I know there's someone in my heart, not too much of love exactly, but there's just this little tiny weeny bud, flourishing any moment. My question to myself: WHO THE HELL IS HE! I-d-k.

Right. byebye!

There's this thing we call a gap. Between rivers, between humans.

2010-04-27T10:52:00.002+08:00

You know, the best thing about being single is that you're able to practically, talk to anyone without restrictions, without having to worry if your partner is angry or whatsoever... Yea.. But then there's another case where, you ARE single, and yet you find yourself attached to someone, and subconsciously you start to draw a line between yourself and other guys. Now what the hell is that can someone explain to meeee.

See, there were no assurances, no hints, most importantly NO ANSWERS!
SO Amanda what the hell are you thinking exactly?

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I see myself looking out the windows every morning when i take the bus, I know there's a saying that goes, the grass is always greener on the other side. True enough, I've never experienced lifestyle in Australia, how would I know if i truly like it there? But as far as I know, i crave for that country, I want to be there. Its not that I hate it here, but I just like it there. I love how the people there have their lifestyle, I love the culture there, I love the people there. I LOVE the accent. I LOVE the good english.

I know its still too early to determine anything, but I will be there one day, and be an Australian. I will, i really will. Hoping very hardly that I do. :)

For other reasons, you need a bloody rose to redeem it. Hahaha ^_^

The cellar door.

2010-04-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I went to vivo with grandma for shopping, job and food! And I love the pictures taken!
Well everything can be seen in FB so I shan't post everything here. Just 2.

You guys HAVE to try this if you get to Vivo. It's called Tokyo Fruit Paradise. Dammit the tarts not only look appealing, its really DELICIOUS! I LOVE THE BERRIES AND STRAWBERRIES! It's PERFECT combination with the sweet cream and crust. I so wanna try the grapefruit and orange tart! And and and and you have to try the Pear Blossom Yuzu tea. ANOTHER BAGUS ITEM THERE. Its really x2 perfect combo when u choose a pot of tea and tart. Erm. THey even have Grapefruit tea and Rose tea. OMGOMGOMG. IM SO GOING AGAIN.

Ok ok... I have been mapling these days and talking alot to dear huuhuu.
I can't wait to get my allowance.
I cant ~

Bye!

I have many regrets. And one of the greater ones was believing you will be different, and then eventually giving you my heart. It's childish to hate your ex, but i don't care. i Hate you.
I often told myself, bygones are bygones, but sorry, don't think I'm that magnanimous to let bygones REALLY be bygones. You hateful MAN.

Sometimes i ask myself if its you, then I find myself at a lost of words.

2010-04-23T16:08:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since I've blogged, mainly because I was too exhausted all the way till yesterday. I sense freedom, no responsibilities!! But i have like 5 projects pending.. so I don't think I can enjoy slacking for long. Boooo.

I didnt brought my cam on Earth Day so i cant show you guys how successful it is... to a certain extent. LOL.

This month lotsa ppl de bday!

-Nadia

-Deeeeeeee

-Jada

-Qiwei

-Ling

MONEY FLY.

anyway people. I wanna perm hair.

SHould i?

Like this:

Genting Trip: Camwhoring with Sister Lui :D

2010-04-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

The post title says it all! Yepyep, friends with my facebook would have seen everything, but nevermind lor, I need materials to keep my blog active also. You guys won't wanna hear me blog about my RECENT activities because its so predictable. Like GREEEEN CLUB HELLO.

Ohya, i should have posted CCA Fair's pictures today ah. But camera's in the bag and although I can prolly reach my bag like within 5 steps, MY LEGS ARE TOO HEAVY!

I'm like drinking piping hot green tea now and I love it. muahahahah, Oh why am I even telling you this?

Anyway, Enya's music are divine. I love it! Some people who do not know how to appreciate that genre of music may find it similar to funeral songs, but hey hey hey people, more depth please, the emotions you receive through the song that the singer's trying to convey is very INTENSE! I can feel it, and it's really soothing and calming. AYE, Some of you won't get it but its ok, everybody differ right! Just like how I tried to like metal, but failed. Ok la maybe I only liked Still Fly. Thats all. Helena's not even metal right? Bahhhh.

I need to find one day and go out with AhSIAO leh! He keep on xian to me he got $200 from Dragon Boat, how can not ask him treat me? HOW CAN! HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

you are dead dickson I make sure I slaughter you until you left 20dollars, eh no, 20 cents. HAHAHA.

Right right, I shall post CCA Fair pictures tomorrow. Today you guys just settle with these ok!

Ex co gambate, 3 more days to freedom (hopefully).

Anyway people, we really don't look alike hor? Who the heck would believe we siblings?

But we are HAHA, so SISTER LUI I LURRB EUU ~

I lurrb alot of people too,

people like:

Val Sista

I know we hardly meet, but you forever my dearest sista ^-^v

Esther

We meet from time to time la. I love youuuuuuu hehe!

Jac and Diana

We really really very long no meet le!!!

Huuuhuuuuuuu

yaya, I talk to you practically everyday and I miss you! I thank you for helping me out in every possible way. Maybe you should learn to be more optimistic like me!!! No more moooodiness please! And I will save money and fly to Australia to find you!! ( That's if I can save LOL )

Raymond

Although you always shoot me, but i know you love me as your wife. \m/

The list can go on but I don't wanna look like those xiao mei mei putting all over their blogs, writing who they love. SO much love to give go care for animals la.

RIGHTTTT. Guess its about time for bed.

Tooodles lovelies!

Why should I waste cells by hating you? Not worth the timeeee.

2010-04-18T12:06:00.005+08:00

Besides Annoying Orange and Victoria Secrets, i think nothing makes my day more than a cup of Yogurt. :) HONEYDEW FLAVOUR ROCKSSSSS. It's a lil sour, so together with the fruity pebbles, its really a nice combination, own peach dipdip.

Cheeeese ^^V

I look really retarded here. And FAT. :(

When the two poles unite. HAHA

Me and Estherrrrrrrrrrrr !

Right so went out with this two lovely people yesterday for dinner. Ate at watami. I really love the bibimbap there leh. Its bagus to the max. Next time I shall request for more kimchi HOHO.

Esther's Kimchi Nabe also delicious. The soup is lovedddd. A

After that, walked around, bought yogurt and pumpkin bread. Then we walked aimlessly around Orchard la. LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU GOT NO MONEH FOR SHOPPINGGGGGG.

Hm. Ok...

I'm very hungry now -_-...

Ok thats all!

Byeeeee.

There's this theory, where I don like you, because I'm denying it.

2010-04-16T19:44:00.003+08:00

"OHHH DESSERT IM SO GONNA EAT YOU UP! "

" nom nom nom "

Times like this when I'm eating, its EXTRA challenging for me to keep myself glam. And i thought this was a rather miraculous shot. So glam. Gourmet specialist much? HEHE

Aw man. I really didn't want to post this up. But you know, complete collection under Buffet in Genting.

AND SO, because I am so fucking busy recently, by the time I actually post my entire trip, perhaps I'm off for the next already. HAHA. No la, I'm not the traveling type of person, even though I study tourism... Hm. LOL.
I prefer to blog about my trip in parts ba. So for this post, it is my first day there, having buffet at Genting Hotel. The food wasn't amazing, but definitely... somehow... reaching hotel buffet standard. Love the xiao bai cai. And frankly speaking, don't be scammed by my 'wow' facial expression when I look at that dessert, it really.. wasn't fantastic. =_=. The desserts were TOO SWEET ITS DIABETIC.

The dian xin on the other hand was delicious. Nom nom. I ate alot during the 3 days la. I spent alot too. LOL. Nevermind. Once in a while maaaaa.

Erm... these few days I'm really really busy. Busy with CCA. So secondary school lol -.-
And I remembered dining in with raymond @ Subway on one of the days... I think it was Monday! And...... er.. with Qiwei.. on Wednesday I think...... I forgotten..

Life's pretty hard. I hate it.

And oh... I don't know how to match a skirt I bought from Mango. Meh.
But I have no time to shop for tops either. So packed la my time.
ok...
I really wanna get to 120 soon.
Reeealllly.
Nobody knows why. Nobody! hehe

RIGHT TOOODLES!

Imma bird, and I fell for a fish. Retarded.

2010-04-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

HEY. HEY. HEYYYY.

I AM CURRENTLY EFFING BUSY CAUSE OF GREEN CLUB
I DONT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP
I SEE NO ENTERTAINMENT IN MY LIFE EVER SINCE SCHOOL'S STARTED (but haha only second day LOL)

Then again, I bet Ratih's getting an even bigger slice of my deprivings so ya, stay strong =3=.

Erm... I'm feeling kinda frustrated recently, no time to chiong maple. zzz
And cause of SOMEONE!
ok. byebye!

I think I'll blog abut genting during weekends ba :)

BYEEEEEE

Imma busy bumble beeeee!

2010-04-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

Ok, im back from genting and I will definitely post an awesome post. But i need lotsa time to prepare. So yayayaya. hehehe!

School;s started. time to buck up. Schedule's pretty tight. Hmm.

Met raymond for dinner!

Right i have resume and stuff to complete so i shall end abruptly.

Before i end, i love huuuhuuu! :D

and you. i think.

Bloody Rose :(

2010-04-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hola boola woolala!
I'm feeling really uneasy now, having severe cramps and feeling very... drained up.
Went to nearby to lunch with raymond since he's working in tpy. Had ban miannnn.
Sister Lui tagged along too. After eating we went to KOI for milk tea, and then went up to Singpost, which is raymond's workplace to slack for 10mins, or rather i should say pei him since he was constantly whining how boring it was. HEY, ASK U SIT THERE GOT MONEY TAKE ONE LEH!

Bought a chocolate cake chair! it was a real bargain cuz i bought it at 99mil weee.
It's still better to buy things with your own money lol, if not you never know one day someone may just take back the present given to you for his/her own benefits. ^_^ Such people ought to be shot.

Hmmm, heading to genting tomorrow so I wont be blogging for the weekend. But it's ok, I'll make it up with lotsa pictures okay! heheheeee! Im gonna miss lots of people! People like...
actually alot la but i dont wanna list out!

And before I end, it's true that the only person that can grant happiness to yourself, is yourself. But if your happiness is built on someone's misery, or you just do not think twice or take people' feelings into account, and make decisions because you feel like it at that point of time but hold no responsibility to it, AND STILL can try telling yourself such inspirational thoughts, how the hell can you feel happy guilt-free? Or do you just assume due to certain setbacks that you deem is unfair to you, you have the right to cause misery to others? Or feel the world is unfair to you and just sulk at it? Well who said the world was fair anyway? There's nothing wrong getting stuck in your own negative world as long as you do not affect or hurt anyone, but constantly trying to behave as if you saw the light and am turning a new leaf is really redundant. Then again, whatever that makes you happy.

Oh, why did i even bother? Of course I can voice out. OF COURSE I CAN PFFT.
Then again, i have no one but myself to blame so I shall shut up.

Ok toodles!

A date out with moi belovedzxzxz

2010-04-08T08:13:00.004+08:00

HEY!

I have been feeling really lethargic these few days. If there's a medal for it, it would be ' Honorary Lethargic Medal ' HAHAHHA. okokok Nevermind let's see..

Wednesday Afternoon

Met up with IJ girl and zeerah at orchard to buy the green club essentials. Recently green club seems to be the element that bonds me and ratih together..... Shoot my leg please, actually this whole carnival preparation thing can be quite mischievous and fun, just that SOMETHING'S in the way. But nevermind. Went to Artfriend at Takashimaya. Spent almost an hr or so there. Bought lotsa things. Spent 124bucks. Boowoowoo. And then we went seperate ways.

Wednesday Evening

Met up with my laogong at orchard for dinnerrrrrrzxzx. Well waited approximately 15minutes for him and off we went to Cineleisure for dinner. Initially we wanted to dine in at Chicago's Steakhouse but he began doubting the food when we saw that the whole restaurant was vacant. If you wanna consider those that took up some of the seats, then they were actually the staff, pretty pathetic scene LOL so after much consideration we went to Astons.

Took a bus to DG and to grand cathay. Aye waited in the Q for like 20mins(?) before we finally get to settle down. I ordered Fish and Chips while husband ordered Black pepper grill chicken. Its my virgin meal and I'm very satisfied with the fooooooooood. The sides were totally amazing la! Especially the mash POE-TAY-TO. HAHAHAH ANNOYING ORANGE.

BAGUS BAGUS! After dinner we went to walk around and Raymond bought a berms... is that berms? LOL yaya from Volta for $79. Great deal considering the design and brand. And then from Cathay we walked to ion for my YAMI yogurt! Bought one with fruity pebbles topping woooo. And we sat down at ION and chatted for almost 1hour I think. Observed people and chit chat about anything under the sun. Mr raymond dont wanna go home so early so we sat there for quite some time. After that we decided to take the bus home together ^_^. So from ION we walked to Far East and waited for 105. We missed the first bus and we didn't want to board on the second one because no seats! So since we got nothing but time we waited for the third one. Hehehe! Snap shot of him before I go!

Ahhhhhh he must be working now D:

Alright byebye time to pack luggage hoho.

And ohya ohya. SORRRRRRY SARAAA AND HUIJUAN FOR NOT ABLE TO MAKE IT TODAY T______T. NEXT WEEK OK. BEFORE YOU GUYS START SCHOOL :( SORRY SORRY.

MUMZ LOVE YOU TWO HAHA. Provided you don't get a new mum =3=

I saw two cats mating this morning, and another one watching. ._.?

2010-04-07T10:23:00.003+08:00

AND HELLO O AH!

First and foremost, I was unable to blog yesterday because the moment i reached home, i flopped on the bed ( of course got bathe first). Woke up and feel refreshed. Sucks when u're so tired. So yesterday met up with Ling qiwei mike dee and lulu. Ling me and qiwei went to watami @ ion to eat first. Mike came shortly and he ate. After that we loitered around ion and walked over to PS to meet dee and lulu!

Qiwei seemed pretty pro at catching dolls, or was that sheer luck? HAHA.

I went home earlier since met sister lui to go home together. Hmmmmmm.

I saw qw's blog and he caught a freaking cinnamoroll OMG!!!!!!

CUTE DAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Ok.. thats about all. Anybody wanna MC with me? :(

Anyway meeting up with ratz and zeerah at orchard to buy Green club stuff. Cheerios. rios rios. ;)

Packing stuff for genting on Friday.

OHYA, ANYBODY WANNA MARRY ME FOR RING STATS?!

KKKK BYE BI.

Going solo

2010-04-05T14:49:00.002+08:00

O-HA-YO.

Today is a day for me. Solely me!

I don't know if you guys like it but are there some days where you just feel like being alone...

or let me rephrase it, ah nevermind I'll just say it LOL

I really enjoy going out alone sometimes. You really notice your surroundings more and get more out of it. I know there are some where they need company no matter what, as long as they step out of the house, but for me its kinda different. If I really need to get something, I prefer doing it alone. So today, even though I did not bought anything, I enjoy time alone. Eating and moving around without having meetings. Hehe. It will be incomprehensible for some, but some on the other hand, will understand what i mean. Hoho.

Ok so thats all for today :D

Bye-bi.

I have pictures, but all camwhoric LULZ.

Curl those eyelashes and whip those liners on. Time for partaye. ;)

2010-04-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

HI. HI...

Officially 5 more days before I head for my vacation..

Officially 7 more days before I take that 105.. that 1 hour journey.

It's gonna be better somehow, being seniors, though I can be sure not everyone in Year 1 will be younger than moi. HAHA.

I've been busy lately, my brains are very active, busily thinking of how to execute the etc etc for carnival on Earth Day. I want it to be a success and I really hope the students will give their fullest support. Not trying to sound like some green geek here but... at the rate things are going, Earth's perishing soon man. O, took me so long. LOL

So today nothing much. Finally reverted my body clock and I feel healthier now LOL. Cooked dinner for mumz. I scalded my thumb. Fuck the oil anyhow splash. Errr. And doing work lo. Thats all. :)

To be frank I feel very happy with assistance from Azeerah, don't know if she will see this but i really appreciate her help. Things are easier. Haha.

Errrr. Right I shall sign off.

Bye :D

Fun fun fun funnnnn!

2010-04-02T08:22:00.007+08:00

As promised, I have came to blog! It has been pretty exciting lately... or should I say enjoyable for the past two days! I just reached home at about 7am in the morning and I'm still pretty pretty awake. Haha... Right... picture post so get ready!

Wednesday
So so, me sara and hj went to catch this movie, I think the only plus point for this film was Rob Pat. Ok, maybe +1 since it's based on Nicholas Spark's novel... other than that, I really thought it was boring, though the ending kinda NEARLY made me tear. I remembered fallin asleep....

Hehehehe! Frolick madness CAN! Sara's frolick with cute honey stars and masrshmellows
And mine! Passion fruit flavoured with fruity pebbles cereals. YUMYUMYUM!
Sara.Amanda.HuiJuan :D
Sara.HuiJuan

Well, we did not take alot of pictures, had a hard time setting self timer in toilet. LOL. HuiJuan left early as usual, therefore me and sara went to browse around at F21 in 313. After that she needa go home too so we went separate ways.

Then then then, went to meet Qiwei at Bugis. He was browsing for a nice school bag so we loitered around Bugis Junction - Bugis St - Iluma - Bugis Junction... FOR AJISEN! Well forgotten to take a picture of him but I did took a picture of my very delicious ramen hehehe!

HOHOHO. VERY NICE! BUT I DIDN'T FINISH. FULLLLLLLLLL TO THE MAX! Mingled with him and then he and I went home separately too!

Thursday

Wake up in e mornin' feeling like.. HAHAHA. NO TIKTOK HAHA. OKOK.

So I woke up at around 2.30pm. Well at about 1plus ah I actually kana woke up by my ex laogong's sms, but because he was so idiotic to trick me not only ONCE BUT TWICE THE NIGHT BEFORE SINCE IT WAS APRIL'S FOOL, I THOUGHT HE WAS TRICKING ME THAT AFTERNOON BY ASKING ME WHERE I WAS! So I didn't reply, around 2 plus he smsed again and ohhhh my ex laogong wan find me eat lunch since he's working in HDB HUB HAHAHAHA. So ok lor, although we are divorced already, the love is still there... really...

so... I bathed and went to find him for lunch. Had BK!

After that he went back to work, I went popular and read books to wait for raymond to knock off from work. From there he met up with his friends. Very enthu poly students, went all the way to Bukit gombak for ROTI PRATA!! Hi anyone wanna help him by signing some MIO TV Packages? HAHA!

After that it was around 5- 6. Went home and slacked awhile. And then out again to meet 10 other people for mooooovie! We watched Clash of the Titans:

Well, it was very very very similar to Percy Jackson. Not making any false judgements as in whose copying whose. I guess they all followed the myth ba. But the graphics and effects were definitely better compared to percy. Yep!

After movie, 11 of us stoned outside cwp for approx. 20minutes before everyone decided on what they should do. Ling guang del star went home first while the remaining decided to went to Clarke Quay for a drink! Split cabs and went to Cq.

Settled at a bar and woah the nachos were amazing!

Ordered two bottles of Vodka and some finger food. Well there were really sober ones and really drunk ones LOL! Whoooooo, i shan't reveal hehe! Some pictures!

CHEEEERS!
Jada deeeee tiffany leraaa amandaaa
Everyone!
42 below x2 :D
The bar we hanged out!

There are many more pictures but I'm gonna post them in FB. Well wait for the rest to accept before I tag them haha!

Well everyone continued to slack @ cq after 3am and fooled around, mingled, joke, vomit... LOL.

Its really interesting to observe people when they are drunk. They are insanely crappy and cute in a way (provided if they don't stain your shirts with vomit HAHA).

Everyone began to turn sober at around 5plus and then cabbed home.

It was really fun but I can still feel my tummy burning. The amount I have drank tonight surpassed all previous occasions please! haha. I'm really gonna try clubbing next!

Righttttt. I don't care who you're talking to or whatever anymore. At the end of the day as long as you;re happy, its really fine. Oh wait, even if you're sad, not my business anymore. not gonna be a major dummy and always taking the initiative to care, only to know I'm remembered only when you need help. If you think I'm talking about you, then please lets just be strangers from now on, don't bother contacting me k? I'll be a lot happier without you. It wasn't even bad before I met you. Call me sore loser or bitch I don't care, because please remember this, every time you fail someone, you failed yourself twice as much.

Ok gonna end here. byebye!

2010-04-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

HEYYY.

Promise to update tonight. I've been going out. :)

Ah whats new when it's the starting of the month LOL

THATS WHY IM POOR WHEN ITS MID MONTH.

HAHAHA

K BYE

43 things girls wished guys knew.

2010-03-31T11:33:00.000+08:00

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

Declaration.

2010-03-31T10:30:00.000+08:00

You?

Nahs, not worth my time anymore. :)

甜蜜都被眼泪慢慢的融化了

2010-03-31T04:44:00.002+08:00

I have the weirdest sleeping time slots ever. Well I tried to endure all the way till 10pm before I flop on my bed. But but but, I ko-ed at about 5pm++ LOL!

My tummy is growling profusely and I really think I need food. But its only 5am. Go where find food! I don't wan macs also bleh.

Ok, I'm happy. Because I got my results. Not that bad considering the amount of effort I put in for this round's exams. Sigh. But still, at the very least I did not flunk for Mr Kwek's module. Thats all that matters. For some reason i will feel really awful when I see him disappointed. Obviously this term I did made him felt that way. But.... nvm. I got an A for his module. Hahahaha.

Well what I've seen was the unofficial transcript with no GPA. Self calculation was 3.5 but I know there's gonna be a slight difference due to the weightage of credits for different modules. Bleh

AT LEAST IM STILL ABOVE GPA3. THANK HEAVENS!

Ok Im really hungry.

byebye -_-

whenever i touch my hair, i think of u. :)

Muddlehead to the max recently!

2010-03-30T01:04:00.002+08:00

AYE DER DER DER! I DIDN'T KNOW RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON WEDNESDAY

FML FML FML!

I am sure I will screw. No I'm not trying to be lame like most people ( well sometimes i tend to be one but this time I'm not ). I will get Cs. I swear. My gpa will drop to below 3, I am 80% sure.

Well, I'm a human after all rite, must pin some hopes.... -_-

Right there's meeting tomorrow. Siannnnn I wanted to avoid the left side of the green line for the entire month one.. -_-

I hope the meeting isn't gonna be too long. I hope everyone is efficient. Yes. YESYES!

Alright. Bye.

Please do not take my heart without my permission

2010-03-29T07:28:00.003+08:00

Time for an entry! An awesome one :)

Okay it's 7.35am now and I'm in my bedroom, sitting on the chair (likeduh) and typing vigorously(naw, just jk). It's pretty cool this morning because just a second ago, my windows and curtains( well fyi, they are translucent ones with circles) turned orangey due to the morning sun. It was kinda heartwarming and it reminded me of Midsummer night's dream all of a sudden. Don't ask me why haha.

I can very well say that if anyone were to push me down on my bed I'll fall flat and sleep and not wake up until 7pm.

BUT...

I cannot sleep. Nahs not the insomnia.. its just that I have a number of things to do. Nono,

I HAVE ONLY ONE THING TO DO.

Greeeeeeeeeeen Club.

Then again, I thought I could afford a short nap. Alright maybe I should. Prolly from 8.30 to 1pm :)

So actually I remember having quite a number of interesting things to blog about since I haven't been entertaining you guys with entries which I actually bothered to brainstorm on what to write. I hate myself treating my blog like some daily routine update space. And usually, I only start to revert to my old ways when I game. Well I did stop gaming for a couple of years and I thought I'm over that stage, then its back to square 1 HAHA. I seriously propose the idea of opening a rehab centre for gamers. I bet full house till year 2100.

RIGHT..........

I don't know if you guys are able to tell from the way I'm typing, but I'm really tired and feeling nauseous from my breakfast. I really think I need a nap.

Oh oh oh... I don't think I will be updating later in the day so I might as well predict what I'm gonna do later. Cool much?! HAHA

So........ basically... just meeting lulu to pass him his wallet and jog around bishan park. lololol.

And right. Think will be meeting that noisy daughter and quiet daughter of mine on Tuesday. the noisy one suggested Bugis.. to eat. But what's there to eat in bugis ah sara? LOL.

You know the thing is the whole idea for Earth Day is like in my brains. I have lotsa ideas but somehow I have one feeling Mrs Lim is gonna reject. Which actually demoralises me TREMENDOUSLY. Just because perhaps our frequency is on a total different level. (obviously)

But again to be frank la, I'm speaking as a student, I really, will not be interested in any green events..... unless they are interesting... like how I'm planning it. I don't know how you guys see it, but I feel that the things I'm gonna propose seemed to be really... light-hearted and educating in a way leh. I hope I did what she wanted if not I think I'm just not intelligent or creative enough to take up that post, she can definitely find someone better. No? Yes. yes yes :). I sound kinda boastful on the above paragraph but I don't care.

And ohya, who said only drunk people talk any-o-how?

I'm telling you people with insufficient sleep type without thinking too.

Which sums up that people, just read and do not mind me.

OR DID THE SOYA BEAN MILK AUNTIE ADDED ALCOHOL INSIDE?

I feel crappy now. Typing crap

I BETTER END NOW.

BYE.

2010-03-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

FUCK

YOU.

_l_

if there are any cons in entering into ITE, ITS KNOWING YOU.

NO INTERACTING WITH YOU.

YOU DRIVE ME MAD, NO IM NOT MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU, YOU NEVER FAIL TO HEAT ME UP.

N-E-V-E-R.

HOW CAN YOU BE SO ANNOYING SERIOUSLY? ENROL YOURSELF INTO THE GUINESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS MAN. ITS A TALENT TO BE SO ANNOYING.

FUCK YOU.

BYE

I dropped the metal key into a pot of water. Soon it will be too rusty to unlock the door

2010-03-27T06:19:00.002+08:00

OH HEY!!!

I promised never to neglect my blog so despite feeling EXHAUSTED, i'm here to blog.

So I have been staying at home lately.. rotting and resting. Sometimes life like this may seem very much like a lifeless girl, but its really very luxurious. Imagine getting to sleep ALL YOU WANT, and play without having to worry about homework and stuff.

Ohyea, actually i do have things to do. Greeeen club. green club much.

....

Okay, so have been mapling. Ohno I'm hearing comments like mapletard, no lifer.

HAHAHHA ITS OK ITS OK! ITS ONLY DURING THE HOLIDAYSSS!

But still have to thanks loads of people for teaching me how to build nl !

Mc-ing like crazy with yee today.

I won't give up this time, I will train this account all the way

Because i think, I THINK, next term's modules also not so challenging le ( i hope?)

plus sep going for attachment which means full time job for 6 months and $_$

Sometimes how can I not admit as time drips away, I'm facing adulthood, carrying more responsibilities, and having to think twice before I do something? Ya la true enough I'm only 17 still, but sooner or later I will turn 18 this year ma.

You know its not about being desperate or what, BUT AGAIN, I'M KINDA WORRIED I WILL DIE SINGLE.Its like I'm already 18 you know!!! And not a single stable r/s has ever ocurred in my life. What the fuck right? YES WHAT THE FUCK! Imagine 10yrs later I'm still down here blogging, talking about being single, or meeting the wrong guys in my life. Holy shit. This better not happen, I wanna die with children weeping their asses off when they are sending me up to heaven. Oh... wait. DO I even get to go to heaven? Do free thinkers do? LOL!

Ok. Im really tired..... -_-

Time to sleeeeep.

Meeting up with lotsa friends soon. Lotsa catching up to do esp with diana and jac!

Sara and hj for karaoke...

and meeting yeee during my genting trip

Aw I cannot wait seriously! ^_^

Ohya grandma said she wanna bring me for cruise during April. Hope she isn't lying!!

June maybe going Macau

and if GEP trip is all successful, KRABI in July.

OMG! Now i feel like a full fledged tourism student...

Provided if my grandma doesn't fly my aeroplane. hehe!

Ok la turning in already. BYE PEEPOS

History will never repeat itself again.

2010-03-25T22:45:00.004+08:00

O-la-la

HELLO!

Today is a very normal day.

The sun shines... er wait no it was raining. HAHA

Met lulu since he needed to pass me money for his wallet

And then have been staying at home and mapling.

Sounds like a no lifer much?

Probably! LOL

But only because its holidays okay!!

Ohya, training with Esther now. Its really funny to picture her face and the maple chars

REALLY DAMN FUNNY:

Sibei by-2 wannabe LOL!!!!!

Its ok april come we will become chiobu. HAHAHA

OHYA!!! I webcammie with simon weijieeee the other day.

Aw he's so handsome when he smile! hahahaha

HAHAHA. OK TIME TO MAPLE AGAIN. LOL.

Esther you really look very noob. faster chiong la if not how to marry colin HEHE!!

ok byebye!

There is a difference between claypot rice and claypot crab.

2010-03-24T23:19:00.003+08:00

Today, is a very exhausting day.

Actually that's the sentence I can sum it all up for today's activities, but usually I am a very detailed person when it comes to blogging so I shall be nice and blog out.

But I'm really very tired so I shall blog in point form today:

Met lulu and mike at bishan for lunch
Went to eat fishball noodles. They watch me eat
Then went Ajisen eat noodles with them
Mike dont like ice green tea so give me
They eat and eat and eat until no more (wtf this is pointless LOL )
Went to CPF building Level 6 : Recruit Express
Me and mike finding job, fille din particulars
Attended short interview
Rot
Walk to neighbourhood bought bubble tea
Sat down and talk cock
Called Sam
Too boring decided to go find sam at his workplace
So from Bishan j8 walked until his workplace, FUCKING FAR. FUUUUUCKING FAR. TRAIN FROM BISHAN TO AMK 3MINS WE TOOK ALMOST 45MINS TO REACH AMK. THIS IS ZZZZZZZZZZZ But ok la. wasn't that bad
Saw sam, less than 1minute went off LOL -_-
Sit sit, walk again to AMK HUB. about 15mins
Went there, wanna catch Kaiji, in the end didn't
Went around AMK hub for atm
Withdrew money
Eat
Walk again
Take bus home

So basically, today, its all about walking. walk walk walk walk walk.

We actually wanna dine in at sam's workplace, thinking when he told us claypot rice = kopitiam 4++ bucks de claypot rice, in the end he's working in this seafood restaurant thats selling CLAYPOT CRAB, 50++

Tsktsk.

Okay I'm really tired :(

Byebye!

Victoria's Secrets! :)

2010-03-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

HI.
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

Today supposed to meet mike ling and lulu right. This mike wake up so late so in the end cancelled. Wanted to watch kaiji at 9.55pm but lulu sick. So i the end everything cancelled.
Meanwhile went to have dinner with esther!!!!!!!
After that went to play jubeat. HAHA we got free credits. Cause we too chio le. HAHAHAHA

Ok, tomorrow meeting mike and lulu jog hunt again. Hopefully lulu sick ok haha

ok la nothing much to post tonight.

Loveeeeeees

Beauty, both outer and inner matters

2010-03-23T00:12:00.004+08:00

HEY!

Lets do it one more time

HEY

Lets do it one more time,

HAHA LAME!

RIGHT................ SUPPOSINGLY I SHOULD BE ROTTING AT HOME AFTER A DIP DIP SLEEP OF 16HOURS, BUT AH ONG JIO ME OUT WATCH MOVIE, THEN I JIO LULU AND MIKE THEN BECOME 4 OF US! Watched Kong Zi, very nice. very very niceeeeeeeeee.

Before the movie started we dined at Chicago's Steakhouse. Very niceeeeeeeee too.

What a niceeeeeeee day.

Ohya, i dropped my phone in the cinema and luckily enough i recovered it. Niceeeeeeeeee

niceeeeeee staff too.

And then mike hungry so went koufu eat mian. That haigong ding dong kia don't eat spicy food still tell aunty wan spicy, got 2.5 lvl 200 one dont know how to tell aunty you don wan chilli!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

and oh,

I JUST REALISED YUAN LAI LULU AND ASHLEY ONE ITEM ONE LOOOOL. Ok ah, prove me wrong that jie di lian can last ok, jyjyjyjyjy!

Ohya, I wanted to spam pictures with them today de but I forgot to bring memory card out. BOoooooooo but we did take a picture la. :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. NICE ANOT? Now you know why sec 3 I took F and N and not Art le ya?

Ok, gonna do mask, and sleep. tomorrow meeting lulu and mike and ling finding job ah. WISH ME LUCK KAY!!

^_^

2010-03-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I'm very tired now so I'm just gonna post pictures.

Er went RW sentosa today to walk around, never enter universal lololol. ok

I was damn happy because finally VS is available in Singapore! like their retail outlet can! Love all the hoodies and tote bags and cosmetic pouches!

Bought a body mist there.

Hm after that we went to vivo and dine in at Secret Recipe.

Food wasn't that bad.

Love the Oreo cheesecake.

Er ya ok..

I really have alot alot alot more things to blog about but I'm really feeling lethargic right now.

Next entry kay.

And ohya.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNLIM (:

Its 5.03am

2010-03-21T05:03:00.003+08:00

You know what, little miss did attempt to revert her body clock back, only to conclude that her efforts went down the drain. Yes not going down the drain, WENT down the drain T_T

I was singing Abracadabra to Sister Lui hoping she won't fall asleep and talk to me but dammit, (oh ya, i even added in the dance hor, dance.. dance much. Err. LOL). But she is sleeping like some lard now. Its 5am+++ and I'm here blogging leh Wa lauuuuuuuuuu. I swear I am very very bored now.

Ever had that feeling whereby the under area of your eyes are really tired, you can feel the soreness, but when you try lying down on that lovely bed of yours which probably was the culprit for you being marked late during school days, just doesn't seem to be effective putting you to bed during holidays?! Fuck man, I don't know if your bed is that uncooperative, but mine DEFINITELY is.

Shit now I'm blaming my bed, ohno. Let me think of something to blog.

NOOOOOOOOO THERE'S NOTHING IN MY BRAIN ARGH.

Ok, I actually stoned for 2minutes before I finally decided to post what I'm gonna do later.

Ah how exciting. -_-

Okay so let me try to inject some fun into my very boring post ok!

Amanda Matilda will be waking up at 7am to get ready to meet her grandparents at 9am. The agenda for today will be to book coach tickets for her Genting trip. And then...

Man, im hungry I cannot type =_=....

The more i type the more I'm thinking of:

-__________-.

If you're gonna ask me why, because right...

CHINATOWN DUMPLINGS IS LIKE DAMN NICE. SERIOUSLY DAMN NICE I SWEAR. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

TALKING ABOUT FOOD, REMINDS ME OF WHAT AH ONG TOLD ME WHAT LULU TOLD HER.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Lulu you ji zhu next time I see you I will throw your iphone down bishan park river.

Eh wait,

bishan park got river???

This is seriously a pointless entry, but apparently I have too much time.

zzz

I really super hungry now.

=_=

If i can choose fried dumping or him now, i will choose fried dumplings. T_T

Give me a plate of guo tie please!!!

I wan vinegar also omg T_T

Ok I'm gonna shut up now.

So what if the photo captures that split moment? You dont care anymore

2010-03-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

OH HEY!

Alrighttt i got 17 orders de very happy will send in orders on Monday hehe!

Practically rotting at home these few days, watching dramas and sleeping my way off.

Wanna thank heavens for granting a few rain pours lately!

Ohya let me blog about yesterday,

Er so went to eat chompchomp with lulu mike but in the end become alot more people o!

Got qiwei starfisher zingz and one more.. mike said caped. ya so everyone went chompchomp and eat. Wooo the food there (Y). Star is a nice lady who treated everyone some food haha.

After that went to this dessert shop and ate dessert. Nice ambience but the dessert itself wasn't very flattering. The milk custard made me sick, and it wasn't supposed to considering how often I order that dish in HK Cafes. Tsktsk.

After that bus-ed home and Ya thats about it.

I wanna dota with real people because I see no fun in playing with AIs but then again I cannot even win AIs. BIG SIGH LA.

SIGH.

Ok la there's nothing to blog about. Boooring entry. Errrrrr.

Bye?

We boarded the bus as friends and alighted as lovers

2010-03-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

Though time spent were short

We had the essences present

Often not the kisses and hugs

But the bus rides home that made memories

still so vivid

Embraces and kisses fade because there's no longer any contact

But taking bus rides home will remind me of you

how that special someone will always be beside you

Walking home at night with lamp posts' above the heads

Which further reflect that you are alone once again

As there used to be two shadows linked with hands intertwined

Now she spread her hands out, and there's a vacant space

Just like her heart.

She knows he will never be back

She will now pack up, leave the memories in that house and lock it

But he has long abandon the key and will never turn back

But she still keeps that key and still return to that familiar path from time to time

Reaching into her pocket for that key

Open the door

Look at all the memories, embrace them and weep

Until she finish doing so

Forcing herself to leave that house again

And putting the key back into her pocket

One fine day

She won't know when

She will throw the key into the deep blue sea

and breathe fresh air like never before

Look up the sky with eyes closed due to the bright shine

Telling the sky that she is fine with that set of white teeth and apricot coated lips

We just need time after all

Other than that

It's just part and parcel of life

我知道我的一切你已不想要，继续在呼只会让你想逃。

2010-03-17T19:54:00.003+08:00

BOOORING WEDNESDAY. BY RIGHT GOING OUT WITH AHSIAO BUT I DONT KNOW WHERE THE FOOK HE IS NOW NEVER EVEN CONTACT. PANGSEHKIA LA OI@@@@@.
nvm also la no moolah go out bu shuang also hehe!
Today went to enquire about Hatha Yoga lessons, hmm next batch commencing in 10th April but I will be in genting, clash la cannot. First lessons VERY important die die must attend, so no choice have to wait until the next next batch which will probaby commence in mid May. -___-
Booooooooring.

Actually wanna waste time by doing the the translation of songs. But then again quite lazy, having to ransack the correct vocabulary words in my rusty brain tsktsk.

ANYWAY, ME AND SISTER LUI THINKING OF BUYING A RABBIT AND FEED!!!
We both have our valid reasons for doing so:

SisterLui: Javier also have a hamster call Mimiki, but I don't wanna have hamster, so mini plus not interactive at all de, so i think rabbit better, can go animal safari buy things for it too.

Me: Over the recent years, giving your love to pets seemed like a wiser choice compared to giving it to men because giving it to pets, they will definitely reciprocate(ya la.), but men ah, MOST of the time you just get heartaches.

I sound like a fucking sexist now hor. Good men must be thinking alamak amanda you cannot one slap hit all men leh, very bad stereotyping. BUT SORRY LA ALL THE MEN I MET ARE LIKE THAT!
Ok la I have good ones but remain as good friends best ^_^
Sounds really contradicting if I say that, meaning good men keep as friends, bad men(BATMEN?LOLOLOL okokok no link) no choice be lovers lor. NOOOOOOOOO LA I DON'T MEAN THAT. ITS JUST THAT,

JUST LIKE WHAT ESTHER POST IN HER FACEBOOK:
Good friend material doesn't mean good Boyfriend material. Cannot have best of both worlds.

True.. true...
I must be a really bad friend then since I'm such a good girlfriend. LMAOS SELF PRAISE IS INTERNATIONAL DISGRACE AMANDAAAAA.

Alright. I need alot of money this month sia, i freaking got alot of things to buy. And i mean it ~_~.

ok. bye.

Cosmetics Craze

2010-03-16T20:02:00.006+08:00

Oh hey...

Indeed I have something to post!

Was surfing the net and watching youtube make-up videos, reading up on cosmetic tips at Flowerpod and Cozycot!

Ok, this is one cosmetic post so people who do not make-up or have a tad too much of their opinions on why makeup sucks, perhaps before you start boiling your own blood you may want to skip this entry hehe!

EYES

Okay, so personally... Amanda Matilda loves to meddle with eye make-up. She even bought a 88 colour eye palette so that she can fully practice good eye make-up. And then you will actually come to know that:

Different skin tones suit different eye-shadows! And personally I feel that the most difficult colour to deal with is actually Blue. Well blue eye shadows are actually very common but as you know:

Everyone can apply, the point is if you will look good in it.

Start observing people who apply blue eyeshadow next time, sometimes when they go too harsh on the blue pigment they actually look like trans or just plain weird. I swear! For me, I hardly apply blue because I cannot really find the right blend to suit my age. Somehow after applying blue colour I feel really weird. But there was once I tried meddling blue with white, and it kinda turned into a very nice silverish blue effect!

But still peeepo, my favourite colour of all time is still brown. Brown is neutral and natural. It gives a very classy and demeanor feel ( if you apply it correctly la ). And usually I love to use brown eyeshadow and apply it at the inner eyelids. Kinda defines the eye further but it gives a more natural look compared to using black eyeliner/eyeshadow for the inner eyelid.

Sometimes when I do that smokey look, which involves nothing but black eyeshadow and eyeliner, I have friends telling me that they feel I have alot of makeup on. But the deal is, if you don't apply the black fully at the eyelids, the smokey effect doesn't comes out! But my personal experience tells me that when you take pictures with smokey eyes, they usually turn out more appealing and that gives that sexy appeal! '

LIPS/BLUSHER

Oh hey, with a very young mother under the roof, I was also constantly reminded that for teenagers, sometimes too much make-up is really redundant, she feels that by applying too much make-up, it covers up the natural beauty and radiance a teenager should have! But to a certain extent, I beg to differ. We have pimples and zits, and come on, not everyone is lucky enough to have skin like Dakota Fanning (my idol hehe)! We tend to look dull due to late night sleeping isn't it?

WHICH IS WHY.....

Mother Chia always tell me this one golden rule:

For a girl, the lips matter. You don't need to look amazing every single day, just make sure you look neat and tidy and refreshing. And please remember, applying a nice shade of lip gloss is the key. Well I always turn a deaf ear to that until recently when I was splurging at Etude house LOL. Trust me peepo, a nice lip gloss will bring you a long way. Just invest in a good lip gloss. A peach/apricot shade will be perfect!

Another thing, blusher:

Personally I have to admit I have skin problems. Pores,pimples,blackheads,acne(sometimes). They affect my overall look tremendously (like duh la). I'm gonna leave the doctor products aside, but usually people with skin problems like me will find that by applying blusher, it just seems to further enhance the redness around the cheeks(affected areas). Which is why I tend to avoid applying blusher. But which girl doesn't wants to look all dolly with that natural touch of pinky on the cheeks. WHO? Ya lor, which is why I bought one, and sometimes it really turned out fine. Hehe!

For girls with fair skin, you can buy any shade imo. Just like be reminded that you should just apply it in the right amount, don't over do it, you will look like monkey's butt! -_-

For girls with tanner skin, buy blushers that are more towards the orange tone. Works better. I know that ~ Miranda is tanner and orange blushers work well on her.

EYELINER/MASCARA

THIS IS DEFINITELY THE CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT TOOLS IN MY MAKEUP POUCH.. YES YES YES. They instantly brighten up your eyes. They make your eyes appear larger!

Personally I only use liquid eyeliner, the black is more concentrated compared to using a pencil eyeliner. But ya la my advice to people who have just started to use eyeliner will be to use a pencil eyeliner, cheaper and easier to use. Then move on to liquid eyeliner. Please remember to buy those with very fine brushes so that the lines you draw are fine! OK?

As for Mascara, the common ones are L'oreal ZA bla bla bla. Mascara really helps you make your eyes look more awake. Reaaaally. Curl them before applying though!

MY MAKE UP PRODUCTS?

AHAHA, nothing great really but I just feel like sharing them leh! Anyway I feel really happy when I put in effort into my blog posts. Its like a hobby ah. HAHA. That's when I have something to post la. Hmm. So ya

Silkygirl for the whole face, and Etude house for the undereye and eyelids!

Maybelline Angelfit for compact powder

Bua hoon on your face need sponge but I very lazy wash and somehow I feel you cannot really exterminate(sound so serious LOL) all the bacteria. Therefore I buy disposable ones. Easily available at DAISO!

My baobei eyeshadow set I was talking about. Weeeeeee

My favourite pink eyeshadow from O2 skin. Love the shimmer eh :D

The warriors in my make up pouch. Eyeliner and Mascara

Cookie blusher from Etude House. Kawaii hor ^_^

Lipstick from Etude House too!

ANOTHER THING, I really really wanna change my concealers/foundation. To achieve a flawless(close to) look, Think need to invest in good products. So I went to scout around and I've decided to settle with Bobbi Brown stuff. Never tried their products before but I read reviews about it and the response was highly positive! Sooo yes, I'm gonna get these next month when I get my allowance HAHAHA.

$175.00

I wanna get a good brush set for myself. With imba makeup products also useless if you do not have the right tools to apply with. But this fishing brush set costs a bomb. Confirm need some time (or sponsors HEHE) to get this lovely!

$22.00

Actually this isn't so important, optional purchase definitely but still the review said that this blusher dammmmnnnn good!!! If got extra moolah I sure buy one and try hehe!

$40.00

Very convenient kit to bring around! With 6 colours that do fine on different occasions ^^

The review said the brush good and that the shimmer really stays. Wa damn excited to buy this one.

$32.00

On top is the creamy concealer which I read is DIVINE. MUST HAVE IT PRODUCT. Covers blemishes imba-ly. Below is the loose powder!

$40.00

FIRST TO GET ON MY LIST. FOUNDATION! THE REVIEWS WERE OVER-WHELMING I SWEAR. PEOPLE SAID ITS DAMNNNNNN GOOD! Actually AngelFit is good enough but this is damn tempting. I'm gonna get this definitely. DEFINITELY. BEFORE I GO TO GENTING. ARGH.

Ok la, I'm done with my makeup entry. wtf its damn lengthy LOOOOOL. OK. BYE. BYE.

I wanna be a Na' Vi !!!!!!

2010-03-16T16:43:00.003+08:00

NOM NOM NOM! :D

Don't you feel happy when you see this photo? I feel very blissful when I caught this photo of myself because the cereal prawns look damn damn damn damn enticing LOL.

OH HAI!

Its Tuesday and yet another boring day. I woke up at 3pm HEHE.

ANYWAY RATIH'S BIRTHDAY COMING. GIRL YOU SEE I REMEBER!!

Ok la I'm gonna go stadium jog le, see later got any cool things to post anot.

If dont have then tomorrow then I post. LOL

BYE

Let us sit down and re-adjust our lifes.

2010-03-15T20:09:00.006+08:00

Seriously overdued pictures LOL. LIKE ON MY BIRTHDAY PLEASE. But since i do not have any pictures to update, might as well post some. Hey its like exclusively for my blog one ok, i don't think i have it in my FB! ( Or do i have it? o_O)

Me and Ruijia that lousy girl who got drunk. tsk tsk

Who say downtown east chalet only for playing truth/dare,bbq and drinking? PILLOW FIGHT ALSO CAN HOR.

Auntie qiyin and xiao mei amanda. HAHAHAHAHA

OH HAI!

Updated my playlist again hehe. Having the jappy and cheena mood haha.

Anyway made reservations for genting @ resorts hotel already! yay very happy finally can go somewhere cooler to chillax! Best shit is there will be bath tub HO HO HO. TIME TO BUY BATHING OILS AND RUBBER DUCKIES.

AND I AM SEEING YEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (L) EXCITED EXCITED!!!

Ah, holidays really quite boring. I cannot even resume my jogging because my cough has not recovered yet ~_~.

HMM SO, OKAY, MONDAY VERY BORING IM GONNA END HERE, MAYBE LATER WHEN I HAVE SOME EPIC/INSPIRATIONAL STUFF TO SHARE I SHALL COME BACK

Let me present you a loser picture. NOT I LOSER AH, IS I POINT YOU ALL LOSERS

HAHA. WHAT A LOSER FACE I HAVE LULZZZ. I hate my hair back then -_-_l_

OK BYE LOL!

Nich.Yun.Babi -_-

2010-03-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

Alright sunday wasn't that boring afterall. Met up with nich and yun at AMK hub to eat! (they eat while i savor the damn KFC FRIED CHICKEN SKIN LOR) And the dammmmn zinger too. ARGH. And then they went to jubeat jubeat while i also jubeat and off we went... home.

Errrrrrr. Time flies. Its been like 3years since i know them already. How can I not admit I'm slowly sinking into the depths of wrinkles? Wait.. does that sound logical.. hmm I don't know.

Anyway,

FISH

FLOWER

FLOUR

WHY IS MY FACE SO CHUBBY. WHY ZZZZZZZZ.

Ok... erm.. bye I'm gonna dota!!

Today i tried to laguna this hero. I see his life left 1/4 and thought my beri leet lvl 2 laguna can one hit k/o, only to realised he was a foooking tanker hp. and I was lvl 12 while he was 15.

./FACEPALM

I REALLY WANNA SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I JOIN PUBLIC GAME LOLLL

I THINK THEY WONT ONLY STOP AT MY PARENTS, MY ANCESTORS ALSO TIO GAN HAHAHAHA. Ok. So i must play with AI until my own AI teammates wont gan my parents.

Yaya, THOSE AI SCOLDING MY PARENTS. I CAN FEEL IT. WHEN I GO MID LANE THEY ALWAYS EVACUATE. TSK.

BYE

Non C'e Nessuno

2010-03-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

L'amour de vous est une faute que j'ai faite

L'oubliant de vous est un acte fait à moi

Je me déteste, en sachant que je vous aime toujours, quand je sais que vous valez pas même cela.Toutes les promesses que vous avez faites, toutes les choses que vous avez faites.Et vous vous êtes juste éloignés, n'en me donnant pas même une deuxième chance.Vous avez été présents une fois, maintenant je vous juge comme un passé et je ne m'attendrai pas à vous dans mon avenir, parce que vous ne le valez pas.Je me déteste pour vous aimer. Je me déteste pour croire que vous serez là pour moi

Même ma vanité est partie. Je VOUS DÉTESTE VRAIMENT VRAIMENT VRAIMENT, MAIS JE SAIS QUE JE VOUS AIME ET JE NE PEUX PAS VOUS TRAVERSER.

AMANDA MATILDA, YOU ARE THE WORST SHIT ASS WOMAN. SERIOUSLY. WHAT A NOOB AND NAIVE GIRL YOU ARE.

Song appreciation sunday!

2010-03-14T11:51:00.002+08:00

I love this song, meaningful lyrics toooo.

But for the sake of my many ang moh gandang and malay friends, I shall try to translate(try only ah) HEHE!

I'm just too bored actually. -_-

不喜欢怀疑什麽

When I do not get suspicious
并不表示我没有感受

It's not that I do not have any feelings
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同

Seeing how you begin to change, a little by little
我不是生气只是心痛
I'm not angry,just feeling heartbroken

最讨厌被误会了

I hate being misunderstood for my words
但越解释越觉得难过

But the more I try to explain, the sadder I get
你可以说人会变但不能说

You can say that humans do change gradually, but you cannot say
你会这麽做是我的错

For your change,I'm to blame

哭过就好了伤都会好的

Everything will be fine after a cry,injuries will heal too
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

I'd want to believe it that way, by taking deep breaths and letting go
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

To be together, we embrace, we have hands interlocked
不是为了争吵为了调头

Not to quarrel, not to end up separating
哭过就好了痛都会走的

Everything will be fine after a cry,injuries will heal too
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

Our memory has limited capacity, eventually the bad ones will be deleted
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

Insomnia,listening to songs,missing you,it really sucks
还是谢谢你让我长大了

But still, thank you, I've grown u

最讨厌被误会了

I hate being misunderstood for my words
但越解释越觉得难过

But the more I try to explain, the sadder I get

你可以说人会变但不能说

You can say that humans do change gradually, but you cannot say
你会这麽做是我的错

For your change,I'm to blame

哭过就好了伤都会好的

Everything will be fine after a cry,injuries will heal too
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

I'd want to believe it that way, by taking deep breaths and letting go
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

To be together, we embrace, we have hands interlocked
不是为了争吵为了调头

Not to quarrel, not to end up separating
哭过就好了痛都会走的

Everything will be fine after a cry,injuries will heal too
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

Our memory has limited capacity, eventually the bad ones will be deleted
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

Insomnia,listening to songs,missing you,it really sucks
还是谢谢你让我长大了

But still, thank you, I've grown u

越多美好堆叠的过往

The more memories and happiness we have piling up
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

To get over you, I have to overcome a huge deal of sadness
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

I need courage, but I cannot find it in my pocket nor my hand
但它一定在我身上某个地方
But I know, It is somewhere,within me

哭过就好了痛都会走的

Everything will be fine after a cry,injuries will heal too
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

Our memory has limited capacity, eventually the bad ones will be deleted
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

Insomnia,listening to songs,missing you,it really sucks
还是谢谢你让我长大了

But still, thank you, I've grown u

2010-03-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

Aloha aloha! Its a wonderful saturday! (minus the sun)

ANYWAYANYWAY, I JUST CAME BACK AND I HAVEN'T BATHE AND I'VE DECIDED TO BLOG FIRST. SO.

First things first

Today met grandma at cityhall and off we went to marina sq for lunch. Walked around marina sq

I wanted to buy a dress from topshop but I'm not sure if its OOS islandwide or was it just marina sq... i love it to the max and I wanted to buy for the zoo trip. -big sigh-

And ohyaaaaaa, citylink-suntec area damn pack. IT FAIR HAHA.

And erm ya. Then we went chinatown and we walked around OG.

Errrr bought a very kawaii bra set from young hearts REALLY DAMN CUTEEEEE IM SO HAPPPY.

And I saw this hushpuppies sports wear, its pink, cute too!! I wanna buy!!!

And......... off I went to ahyeah's chalet.

AHYEAH AKA RUILIN HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!

Saw ling sasa and leo there. Wa leo forever sho shuai.

And then saw samson. Wa another one change sooo much.

Ok la, for the better for the better.

SOOO MUCH MORE SOCIABLE. LAST TIME ASK HIM TAKE ONE PICTURE LIKE WANT HIS LIFE LIDDAT. Nice smiley piercing btw ^_^.

And yea, met sister lui and we went home together.

Gonna bathe and dota again ohyes ohyesssss.

Next week full of activities too!

I LOVE MUA LIFE MUAHAHAHAHA.

TOTAL

RANDOM

NOTE,

I LOVE AFNI HEEHEEE.

K byebyeeee :)

2010-03-12T18:04:00.003+08:00

That's one more reason why I love using google.

google gives you nothing but facts!(LOL)

Thanks a mil tri zil :>

Hehe.

Okay, I'm trying to brainstorm something interesting to blog so that my blog doesn't look mundane or most of the time, emo.

But hey, i deleted all the emo posts already!

-And OHYA, I'M NOT EVEN EMO. DOTS-

People usually need a period of time (well how long is the question though) to realise they were being very foolish. But still, I didn't regret, somehow it always make people stronger. No?

Errrr. then maybe it doesn't apply to you.

Okay byebye im gonna bathe!

So if you're asking me I want you to know;

2010-03-11T23:18:00.003+08:00

First things first:

EXAMS ARE LIKE OVER.

WOOLALA. I know this is definitely overrated!

But the thought of being able to wake up late makes me really happy.

HA.HA.HA.

Thanks alot to mike and then lulu for the dota disc.

Met Sara and Huijuan today!

Went to E-Hub and ate.

Beautiful girlssss!!!

I GOT MY DOTA DISC SARA. HAHAHAHAH

LOL!

And then i dyed my hair. Ok la at least no more black

brown browwwwnnnn.

Ok installing dota now omg omg omg

VERY EXCITED HAHA

I'LL END HERE

TOODLES EVERYONE.

like lemons, fresh.

2010-03-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Over you, tonight. :)

2010-03-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

LO paper down, so am I.

I'm feeling like shit.

Don't eat breakfast feel like shit

Pamper my stomach eat big breakfast in the end vomit

BUT STILLLLLL, after tomorrow I can chillax to the max ohyea!

Its evening and I'm feeling alright.

I hope tonight I can sleep well and tight :)

After exams I've got lotsa things to do

I need lotsa hakihaki!!

Ok la. I'm really posting for the sake of it.

I've got nothing interesting to post today except for my

self proclaim chio pictures up there.

HAHAHAHHA.

k bye

2010-03-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

Hello, after sitting for SE paper, I was surprised at the rate my health was improving!!!

HAHAHA NO LA NO LA. I just felt 'released'.

Nahs no, not your pokemon shit! NO.

Had a short nap of 5 hours, errrrrr is that considered short?

So I camwhored abit.

Ya Camwhore.

Don worry not those 80degree angle upwards where you can only see my face.

See my face for what right?!

I camwhored some 'candid' shots of myself.

but hey, camwhoring means posing, how to candid?

ACT CANDID LO HEHE!!!

Don't worry, no unglams. -wide grin-

Look at those panda eyes. Tsktsk! I JUST WOKE UP! HAHA

Hi, this is the look i will give you if i tell you i wanna eat sushi and u tell me u wanna eat food court. HEHEHEHEHE.

OR OR, when I'm eating Mcnuggets and you just take one without asking.

" Oi my nuggets la "

HAHAHHAHA

look at my f. up bangs.

Close up shots are kinda boring right. So I went to the kitchen and set a freaking self timer. I tried to look really emotional or at least, looking like i was deep in thought. This was the best. ;__;

shot 1

" eh so fast " - camera snapped again -

Shot 3

AWWWWWWWWWWW I LOVE YOGURT!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehe!

2 MORE PAPERS TO KILL BEFORE I ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS

SUBMERGED IN INTENSIVE YADA YADA....

AMANDA MATILDA

HAKI

Okie. toodles! I hope my pictures made my blog more interesting ^_^

2010-03-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

Today i killed one paper. 3 more to go. Nyuuuuu. Gonna start mugging over the night soon.

Er basically right after the last paper I think im gonna go kbox with my daughters hehe.

And work

And find a dota disc to install

^^v

and add in alot alot alot alot of haki!!!!

So i will get what I want!

Oh ./random,

I love maxi dresses, should i get more? hehe!

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say i love you.

2010-03-08T04:54:00.002+08:00

Was randomly blog-hopping and I happen to see this paragraph which i love it.

Credits to that blogger :)

Don't cry over someone that wont cry over you. The day you finally decide to love me will be the day i have given up. Moving on is simple, it;s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult. I'm going to smile and make you think i'm happy, i'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry. Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, its not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them. To love is to suffer, to avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. I wish i had the guts to walk away, but i cant because i know you won't come after me. Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say i love you.

Flames to dust,Lovers to friends,Why do all good things come to an end?

2010-03-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

Hi, what does this picture portray? :)

Its Sunday, and I'm still coughing with flam, very disgusted zz.

I want to recover so I can start my face medication. \m/

Recently I have been very drowsy and lethargic, I sleep more than I eat and play.

AND SIMON GEORGE YEO WEIJIE!

Throat inflammation right!! Better start drinking woods and take care okay.

Before you know, block nose fever all creeping up.

Don't wanna see fun and happy partner getting sulky,lying in bed with fever strip boooo.

Take Careeeeeeee

And and, Esther have fun with Colin in Genting pl0x.

Hai as for me, continue swallowing those dreadful tablets and cough syrup and mug through the night. boowoowoo.

OK. BYE!

Saturday + Sick + Mugging = -_-

2010-03-06T14:29:00.003+08:00

HOI. ITS SATURDAY. AND I AM STILL SICK.

Ohya, time to mug. Like really mug.

And oh, i wanna thank people like....

My RL sister

My grandma

My mother

Nicholas

Esther

Ling

Sasa

Mike

Royston

Weijie

Darius

Colin

Qiyin

Ruijia

Eddie

Afni

Sara

Helmi

Ratih

Nadia

for being there. Ill be a big fat liar if I said I'm all alone in this slump. Thank you very much ^^

Look not trying to boast that I have so many people. But there is something you need to know about girls, when we feel suffocated or stress, we share it, and by hearing advises and opinions, we feel better. It's not really complaining 90% of the time.

NOW NOW NOW. BYE. IM GONNA GO BATHE

HI, I WAN DOTA. BUT I DON KNOW HOW

2010-03-06T01:13:00.005+08:00

Its 1.12am, and I probably should be mugging my ass off, but here I am, watching youtube videos and getting hyped.

ABOUT...

DOTA.

FISH.FLOWER.FLOUR!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE THE ABSOLUTE URGE TO INSTALL DOTA AND PLAY
I D C IF ITS A BF STEALER BECAUSE I CAN SORT OF UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS LIKE IT.
IT SATISFIES THEIR EGO WHEN THEY GET IMBA KILLS. THE MMMMOOOONSTERRR KILL AND MEEEEGGGAAA KILL AND OWWWWNNNING SOUND EFFECTS MAKES ONE FEEL PRO SUBCONSCIOUSLY. SOUNDS OF VICTORY.

and, i love LINAAAAA.

If i can ever play like that... omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVERMORE IS SHUAI TOO.
ARGH...
IM GOING MAD.
okokok. signing off.

How i used to caress your face with both hands, how i used to throw black pigs. :')

2010-03-04T11:50:00.006+08:00

first and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDDIE HENG SIR.

Sorry I cannot pass you your birthday present contributed by the whole class.

So, my sister was sick for the past 3 days, and she spread the germs!!!!!!!!

I'm having swollen throat, block nose, cough... just no fever yet.

Anyway I can bid goodbye to perfect GPA already. Up till now I've only been studying SE.

I am so dead seriously.

Anyway I got hired, oh i think i said that in my previous post HAHAHA.

Hmmmmmmm. I bought a new bag. It's red in colour and I think its really cool.

Oh still, hey anyone wanna go have tea with me at the caremel anot T_T.

I always walk past that place and I can only savor them with my eyes.

Our memory has limited capacity, eventually the bad ones will be deleted.

Girls prying behind people's back are major turnoffs, I thought teacher used to teach us to face problems with courage?

2010-03-03T18:42:00.005+08:00

I feel so relaxed today!

1) I got hired

2) I went for massage, and I feel great

3) No school on friday \m/

4) I feel gossipy... is that a good thing? LOL

HMMMMMMMMMMM. I'm 18 already. Let me stop acting like a 16/17.

You may say it's only 1 year difference,

-whispers- but let me tell you, they making a huge difference!!!

Hey, anyone up for tea at cathay?!

2010-03-02T20:33:00.004+08:00

I think you'd like my new hair

I cut it when you weren't there

that pieces of us everywhere

were falling down

My bed is now a girl's bed

Pink flowers under my head

and pillows on your side instead

of you

'Cause that's what single girls do

don't think about you

I'm reading books on meditation

Praying for my heart's salvation

I've got the motivation

to be a free girl now

I've gone drinking with the guy down the hall

put up a new color on my bare walls

I'm so damn busy

after all

'Cause that's what single girls do

don't think about you

I keep trying

to make my way back to the light where I belong

But God keeps lying

God keeps lying

saying this is for the best and nothing here is wrong

But I"m still thinking about you

I think you'd like my new hair

I cut it like I didn't care

that pieces of me everywhere

were falling down

One more glass of wine

before I turn off the lights

this time I'll be fine

I'll be fine

ohyea, my all time fave song! :)

And ya, fuck off backstabbers. I hate people who have two heads. You know if you have more than one head, your heads will eventually collide, and i call that self own? BLEH.

Ah,
I LOVE MY BOYFRIENDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

2010-03-02T13:42:00.003+08:00

Hey nich, time to borrow me that lip smacking book! Heeeelena!

Right... I have nothing much to say. Needa head down to grand cathay to study and shop. LOL

Anyway, diniy... there's nothing anyone can say nor do now to make you feel better. But I know, we all know that diniy is mature enough. You can go through this, I have faith in you. Sorry for not turning up, I'm afraid I cannot handle my emotions. Jiayou. Jiayou...

On a total random note, I freaking cant wait to club! SHUJUN IS YOUR MUMZ GOING BACK ANYTIME EARLIER THAN OCT ?! :(((((((((((((((((

Toooooodles!

2010-03-01T19:51:00.002+08:00

Just 10kg more Amanda. :)
Study mode. toooodles!

2010-03-01T17:22:00.003+08:00

I'm in school now and I am in a foul mood. Actually I'm feeling pretty neutral but I think due to the STUFFINESS AND CROOKED UP AIR IN THIS SELF ACCESS ROOM, WITH 36 OTHER PEOPLE BREATHING OUT CARBON DIOXIDE, I feel suffocated and frustrated much.

I really really hate flirtatious girls, them acting all 'dainty' and 'feminine' and 'fragile' and 'soft-spoken'. IT IRRITATES ME. I have no issues with editing pictures because I do too, then again, those freaking xmm snapping pictures at that disgusting angle. WHY BOTHER UPLOADING THE PICTURES WHEN IT LOOKED SO BLURRY (ah you know, fantasy ma. so angelic pfft.) , with that EYES looking up and the lips.

So I know what you guys will say " if it irritates you so much, don see la"
Puh-lease, I don't have that much to stalk xmm. But what if they happen to be pestering the people around you?!

IRRITATING BITCHES. woo.

Ok time to go home. end of rant HAHA

2010-02-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM XIAN WEE
YOU ARE 18 ALREADY. HAHA.

Time flies faster than flies. ./random
Anyway I loved today's gathering ttm (new shortform learnt from xian hehe!).
Kinda felt like.. everyone has grown up, like really. I cannot imagine we knew each other when we were like 13? God! And Andrea is getting engaged this coming december. Like seriously, totally, OH MY GOD. You know the feeling where you see one of your so called sisters, getting ready to be engaged?! Its really amazing. The feeling of blessings and envy and happiness all in one.
And ohyea baby, Alvin is goddamn accomodating, thats why I say, when you want a stable r/s, NO MATTER WHAT, find a guy that is at least 3 years older than you, you really can see the difference. :)))) Lucky Andrea!

Same for Xianweeeeeee. When she told us about what Jerome did for her, I felt happy for her too. You sense effort and love. hehe!

I reeealllly enjoyed myself today! and I feel lucky to have friends. Woo thats cheesy.
Same for having esther and Simon George Yeo(HAHA) encouraging me for my PM.
And huuhuu, always there
And OF COURSE, yun and nich!
Last but not least, my very cute(?) NUERS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. BANG BANG SARA/HJ.

I love my life now. xoxo

ahhhh, waiting for sj to post the pics too hehehehe. Ok. Thats all! NIGHTS

2010-02-28T01:01:00.002+08:00

Heyyy i met esther for dinner at NYDC! WOOOOO. And we had that ahma kisiao. HAHA.
Met Zoee. She got promoted as Assistant Manager already! Idk, when i see those lovely staff from NYDC, I cant help but miss those days.. working hasnt been that fun you know haha. See, the people around you make a damn difference to your life. Choose your friends wisely!

Okay. Snapped a few pictures. Smsing smsing ^_^.
Bought a basic tank top from topshop and a necklace haha.

Tomorrow gonna meet Shujun, andrea, xianwee,jodi, zs and zl(?). WEEEEEE CANNOT WAIT.

Exams are like around the corner, so dear friends I will not be available for the entire weeeek!
Work will start right after my exams end, and ohya

I NEED TO MEEET MY DAUHGTERS HAHAHAHAHAHA.
AND SIMON GEORGE YEO WEIJIE.
AND ROYSTON
AND ESTHER
AND NICHOLAS/YUNLIM

I FEEEL ENERGIZED!

xoxo

2010-02-27T12:43:00.004+08:00

PEEEEPO. HEY.

Meeting wj at orchard later since he wants to shop around haha. And then meeting esther for dinner together! Promise to have pictures ohkay!
It's better to keep my mind occupied with Project Makeover :)
I'll be a better personnnnn and then like what Darren said,
" you ain't getting your heart broken anymore, its time to break some hearts too "
Sounds mean, buttttt LOL.

I'm listening to "Keep holding on" by Avril and I just cannot help but think of you again. It's alright mat, you'll get over him in no time. You have no time for other stuff!

Ohya, I miss huuuuuuhuuuuuu's voice. D:

Ohkay, time to bathe. BYE!

PS: He had sunburns! HAHA. So i guess meeting esther afterall =D

2010-02-26T13:38:00.002+08:00

Hey earthlings!

First post over here. I promise not to post things regarding how unworthy I am. Because I know somehow, to someone, to somebody out there, I am worthy! If I want people to love me, I should start so by loving myself first.

You know recently I cannot help but feel that the word 'promise' is very VERY much of a taboo. I don't find any meaning in this word anymore because humans (or at least those around me), don't keep to the meaning of this word. And then, me, being so very cheated so many times, still fell for it alas. Learn to grow Amanda, cause most of the time, you indulge in self pity very much.

Hey guys, wanna know one thing that you can tell people that you've grown up and become more mature? Tell them this: I dare to admit my flaws and I am working on it, and here you are, wasting your time bringing people down.
Smack it right at their face and walk away!

This may sound freaking contradicting given the fact that Clarence is younger, but he did make me grow up. At least now I'm in a clear state of mind, and I am gonna start mugging real soon, almost immediately! Still, I do not hate him, I hope he knows what's important for him and what's not, and wake up soon. Whether if he is gonna uphold to his " I wanna be alone " tagline, It's not so much of my business anymore. Hey I loved him right? :)

I have many many caring friends, and i really do appreciate that. For now, I'm
just gonna study and work, and WORK OUT and watch my diet. I'm 5kg down. 10 more to go!!

LAST, but not least. I love you Amanda Matilda Lui!