Be it 1 or 999 roses,we've already lost to love.

Think thrice not twice
I have two names, call whichever pleases you because I am fine with both. First Amanda, followed by Matilda.
For some earthlings with bad visualisation skills, I am Amanda Matilda! Its a crucial and special year for me, because it is my 18th.
I have this extreme obsession with Annoying Orange and I think an he rocks!! I love AUSTRALIA and it's my dream to study and live there. I love things with class and I hate dirty toilets. They freaking ruin my day. Last but not least, self proclaiming is my forte and I am only interested in what I think and say. If you wanna impose your comments on me, do it in your head because I have absolutely no reason to acknowledge your junk thoughts. IS. THAT. CLEAR?

Other than that, ask my friends, I'm just too sweet and nice!
and oh,I dont know what to do about you. tell me how so?

More than words.


Jazzzzzzz


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Thursday, May 13, 2010
I figure I need to update my space badly, I'm starting to spot specks of dust Haha.
Right now I am feeling nauseous, headach-y, just unwell..


But I cannot fall sick now can I? I have so many projects to do and I have to go out later still.
No I'm not blaming anything or anyone, it's just that I finally am able to have a taste of what people mean by " 24 Hours isn't enough ". Because I REALLY need more time to do things, no to COMPLETE things!
Then the argument would be " It's all about Time Management ". Ya I pretty much agree with that, and that prolly means I have bad time management. True... true...
You know HOW MUCH I AM CRAVING FOR A NICE SHOPPING SPREE?
But i freaking have no time!!
I need to get a hat and dress for next week's outing.. not really outing but some kinda really fun trip! I'm not gonna say what is it hehe! But I'm really looking forward to it!

PS: and oh dammit my tummy just "grrrrr"

Ops, back to my post, but I'm not really in the mood to blog but my current mood for these days are:

Sad+frustrated+suffocated+feel like crying+feel like going on a food binge+lost

yea, i need you, but again, I want to be independent. It's only ITE, I have to get ready for POLY.


and fuck la my mother smoking near me again, THE SMOKE INSTANTLY TRIGGERS MY NERVES AND I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING. ALWAYS ALWAYS. MY FATHER ALSO
WANT SMOKE GO OTHER PLACE LA, NOT LIKE ITS SOMETHING BENEFICIAL FOR ME ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I'M BREAKING DOWN LA I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO CRY I WANT TO CRY
ACTUALLY I AM NOW. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANNA SLAP PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME MISERABLE OR IRRITATED
PEOPLE WHO CLAIMED LOVE SUCKS AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO GET A GF.
NOT LIKE I CARE CUX U HAVE A GF
IM BLOGGING OUT CUX IM SO DISGUSTED
YUCKS
YUCKS
YUCKS
OH
POOR GIRL TOO.

SAD.

BYE
FUCK
MY
LIFE



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