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![]() Think thrice not twice
I have two names, call whichever pleases you because I am fine with both.
First Amanda, followed by Matilda. For some earthlings with bad visualisation skills, I am Amanda Matilda! Its a crucial and special year for me, because it is my 18th. I have this extreme obsession with Annoying Orange and I think an he rocks!! I love AUSTRALIA and it's my dream to study and live there. I love things with class and I hate dirty toilets. They freaking ruin my day. Last but not least, self proclaiming is my forte and I am only interested in what I think and say. If you wanna impose your comments on me, do it in your head because I have absolutely no reason to acknowledge your junk thoughts. IS. THAT. CLEAR? Other than that, ask my friends, I'm just too sweet and nice! and oh,I dont know what to do about you. tell me how so? More than words.
Jazzzzzzz
You know you love me, too.
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Friday, February 26, 2010
Hey earthlings!First post over here. I promise not to post things regarding how unworthy I am. Because I know somehow, to someone, to somebody out there, I am worthy! If I want people to love me, I should start so by loving myself first. You know recently I cannot help but feel that the word 'promise' is very VERY much of a taboo. I don't find any meaning in this word anymore because humans (or at least those around me), don't keep to the meaning of this word. And then, me, being so very cheated so many times, still fell for it alas. Learn to grow Amanda, cause most of the time, you indulge in self pity very much. Hey guys, wanna know one thing that you can tell people that you've grown up and become more mature? Tell them this: I dare to admit my flaws and I am working on it, and here you are, wasting your time bringing people down. Smack it right at their face and walk away! This may sound freaking contradicting given the fact that Clarence is younger, but he did make me grow up. At least now I'm in a clear state of mind, and I am gonna start mugging real soon, almost immediately! Still, I do not hate him, I hope he knows what's important for him and what's not, and wake up soon. Whether if he is gonna uphold to his " I wanna be alone " tagline, It's not so much of my business anymore. Hey I loved him right? :) I have many many caring friends, and i really do appreciate that. For now, I'm just gonna study and work, and WORK OUT and watch my diet. I'm 5kg down. 10 more to go!! LAST, but not least. I love you Amanda Matilda Lui! |
Goodbye.
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